In my twenties, I had it all, the man, the car, the job, my health and lots of fun at the weekends.
Then one day a bombshell was dropped in our office. I’d no longer a secure full-time job. I was made redundant. In a matter of minutes, panic swept over me and all sense of security, abundance and worth vanished.
It's so cliche, I've heard it all my whole life yet I find myself saying it on REPEAT lately.
There's never a perfect time to settle down, to buy a house, to have a baby, to get a puppy, to take a holiday...
It creeps up on you.
You suddenly feel SICK TO THE STOMACH. You can't do it. The sweat is lashing off you. What were you thinking? This means the World to you. Think about who you're letting down. OMG who is going to see you? What will they say? You can't do it. It's just impossible.
I've just spent the entire weekend immersed in a business academy in London with one of the top coaches in the World, a man who worked under Tony Robbins, for 15 years.
I remember the stress, the anxiety, the 'what if' I don't make it feelings. The feelings of failure creeping in, not letting go and people pleasing. I should have been excited with my adrenaline pumping, running that race completely and wholeheartedly.
Everything, and I mean EVERYTHING that could go wrong did go wrong. Money was tight and I was sick to the back teeth of feeling restricted. I was living out of fear, scarcity and desperation. Back then I actually hated myself for being that way.
I’m going to share something amazing with you about the power of setting intentions.
You have the power to decide to change what no longer serves you and grab that dreamboat!